san-saephanh

It's cold. A little bit lonely. Just spent the hole night with my ex and her bf lol weird right? Meh i got used to it. I need a direction in life. I need will, courage, determination and a good heart behind all three. All i have so far is a tainted heart. Help? i don't deserve it. Pity? I get too much of it. Love? i wish i had it, but i'm a bit too low on self esteem right now. What drivers call "running on E" lol. anyways, I'll be looking for some inspiration on DA. Wish me Luck and I'll do the same for you.

The sound i make... Guhh When im bored Guhh Mad Guhh Sad Guhh +*tear* lonely Guhh happy GUHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH Then im bored again Guhh that is my regular day in torrance... Guhh

Today sucked... i was sick and stayed home from school.. as i laid in bed all i could think about was tennis and going back to my hometown for the holidays. i stared at the ceiling bored out of my mind. miss oakland... i cant believe im saying this... i miss chinese people too.